Am I Livin' It Right ????
Confused.. Dazed.. Bored...
Those r the states that define me now a days... depending on
a. Its a weekday -- Dazed + Confused
b. Weekend -- Dazed + Confused + Bored
Life's been a drag ever since I landed back in India. Now don't I sound like a snobbish, phirang return, critical, is desh ka kuch nahi ho sakta Indian. Well I am nuthing like tht.
When you are used to having a group of friends around 24*7, and then suddenly find urself with everyone gone makes u fell so lonely. 4 plus yrs in the same org, makes you want to move on. But where to go? There are so many questions with no answers... So difficult to decide on what you want... coz i don't.. and don't know how to find out. Coz "I've read all the books but can't find the answer". What describes how I feel now a days may be the lines by John Mayer
"Coz I wonder sometimes about the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I livin' it right ?? "
"So what so I gotta smile on,
Its hiding the quite superstitions in my head
Dont believe me... when I say I've got it down..."
"Everybody is just a stranger and thats the danger in going my own way
But i guess its the price I have to pay "
Still everything happens for a reason,
It's no reason not to ask myself, if I'm livin' it right?"
Well I guess it might be
"Quarter Life crisis or a stirring in my soul
Either way I wonder sometimes
Am I livin' it right ?"
